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hello there.. the time now is 2.15am.. n yet, im still awake, unable to sleep.. nthen, tetibe rse mcm nk tulis something, to tell people out there about my life and everything (mostly) related to it.. here we go :)

harini dh 11 jun.. lagi 23 hari, sy akan mulakn hidup baru sebagai seorang mahasiswa di INTEC Shah Alam.. thxs to JPA yg memberi biasiswa kepda sy, it means a lot to me.. insyaAllah, pas hbs Alevel kat intec tu, fly lew ke india bwat medic.. n jd doctor pastu.. (ade sape2 sgka x? haha).. klu xdpt JPA ni, mayb sy dh ade kat UTP dh.. doing chem engineering yg mcm sush je.. haha.. owh yea, n thxs gak kpd parents yg xptus support, semangat, nasihat, sume2 lh, without dorg, sy xd pun kat dunia ni kn.. luv u dad n mom <3
to all my family members, my sis, my bro, my frens out there, u guys are the reasons why im still smiling while writing this.. haha.. u guys have lighten up my life.. luv all of u too..

sedar x sedar, dh dkat 7 buln dh hbs sekolah.. seriously, time xd bnda nk wat kn, mmg teringt time dlu2 kat skul.. haha, dlu mse skolah, sbuk nk cpt kuar, skrg dh kuar, nk msuk blk plak.. adoiyai.. but itulh realiti manusia.. sush ckit nk bersyukur kn.. ble dh xd, bru lh terasa.. why ek rindu sekolah? owh becoz pnuh ngan aktiviti, frens selalu dpn mata sume.. juniors plak yg selalu bwat kite gelak kn, it was fun!

let me share my life during f5 to all of u.. time 1st day f5, i was so excited. yelh, senior year, pastu last year kat skul plak kan.. ape2 pun, SPM mmg hantu lh mse tu.. sblum bwat pape, tu jelh pkir dlu.. tp pkir je, haha, still, im shazwan, yg suke giler msuk tu msuk ni, aktif koko.. so i entered again bahas.. my target was not really high back then.. however, we managed to get into final.. kalah jgk kat teknik, but still bg tentangan hebat, n dpt rampas takhta pembahas terbaik drpd dorg, mmg penglmn plg best dlm hidup! huhu.. nthen, psl pengws plak.. sorry lh ye sume pengws smkzr1 yg bce ni, sbb sy n sekutu2 sy mgkn pnh berkeras ngan korg.. pnh lh dgr jgk people called me dictator lh, gila kuase lh, n bynk lh lg pggilan, but i never care, becoz i was doing the best for the board n the school.. bnyk bnda yg perlu diubah pengws ni, i tried my best, n adelh perubhn yg dibwat.. format, kertas kerja, aktiviti, bilangan yg dpt dikurgkn, jalinan kerjasama ngan pengws skolah lain, bnyk lh lg.. puas hati, tp setahun xckup nk ubah semuanya.. terpulglh kpd kp2 slps sy utk uruskn, as long as, sy n geng2 sy, ( pengws f5 2009) dh cube yg terbek utk skolah n pengws. lg2 kawad.. haha.. johan kawad sukan sekolah 2009, sape sgka? hehe.. pun antara kejayaan terbaek pnh sy kecapi.. thxs to all prefects yg terlibat scara lgsung n xlgsung! :)

tokoh pelajar.. another success that i achieved in my life.. jujur, xpnh terlintas dlm fikirn nk dpt title ni.. tetibe dlm buln 9 kowt, somebody told me about the award n im one of the nominees.. trkjut lh kn.. menghrplh jgk :p, sbb sepnjg skul tu ditubuhkn selama 20 tahun, hny ade 3 org yg berjaya dpt anugerah tertggi sekolah ni.. sape xnk.. haha.. tp klu xdpt xkish, maybe ade yg lbih layak.. cite xhbs setakat dpt tau dicalonkan tau.. haha.. beberapa hari pastu, dpt tau yg satu bilik guru hboh about a pic of mine n my frens yg tgh swimming.. kontroversi panas.. haha.. a lot of teachers came to me, n told me how disappointed were they because dorg xsgka sy akan bergmbr mcm tu.. i dunno, for me the pic biase je, i was shirtless n pkai suar yg tutup lutut, but still short lh.. that is me, sy xnk berpura2.. tp maybe sy silap ngan penampilan mcm tu, so i apologized to the teachers.. sincerely, minx maaf sgt3.. dorg msti terkejut KP sekolah mcm tu.. huhu.. well, that is me.. but thxs for teguring me.. its their job to make sure their students xterjebak dlm bnda2 xelok, therefore, i appreciate those advises, thxs a lot teachers..
they still awarded me the title "tokoh pelajar".. to cik lee and pn noris especially, u made all of this happened.. tq so much.. xterbalas jasamu atas segala tunjuk ajar n pertolgn yg dh dihulurkn.. tq again.. :)

SPM.. menakutkan, tol x? time trial, still main2.. haha.. tp time result kuar, sbuk tuntut markah ngan cikgu.. ade je xpuas hati.. kwn2 n cikgu2 yg knl sy tu, phm2 jelh ye sy ni jenis yg mcm mane.. haha.. trial? oklah.. 10A, tp bkn gempak mane pun.. add maths menjd subjek terendah time tu, 65.. cik lee btol2 tried to push me up so that dpt capai hers n my target.. die bwk sy ke sane ke sini, ngan sume negeri pny trial die bg bwat, she did a lot, her works sgt2 sy kagumi.. tnpa die, sy xkn dpt a add maths.. she is a great teacher.. CIK LEE, GURU TERBAIK ADD MATHS! :)
Chemistry, my fav subjek, cikgu sham ajar.. haha.. cikgu ni pun, rajin yg teramat, selalu berebut ngan cik le nk bwat kelas tmbhn time cuti.. haha.. kelakar, n he is the reason juga sy ke kelas nadi.. haha.. but, sumenye berbaloi.. atas usahanya, Alhamdullillah, sy dpt keputsn yg sy impikan.. thxs CIKGU SHAM! BEST IN CHEMISTRY!
Ustazah nazirah plak, haha, sorry sbb suke tny soalan yg nth ape2 dlm kelas.. msti penat die nk jwb sume soalan tu, tp die xpnh xjwb.. die sgt3 cool.. i like the way she treated her students.. Ustazah, thxs for all the knowledge u gave to me.. USTAZAH NAZIRAH, syukran!
CIKGU NORIS AND PN SABSAH, guru2 bahasa.. best! haha.. xpnh bosan ngan kelas dorg... selalu debate ngan teacher dlm sesetengah isu.. smpai hw xsiap.. hehe.. puan sabsah plak, ayat die pedas kdg2 tu, but sgt3 memberi semangat n dorongan.. THXS ALOT!
PUAN RUHANA, cikgu sejarah yg ade cubitan yg sgt berbisa.. selalu kene.. haha.. sbb xbwat ulang kaji, n ble die tny soalan, xtau jwb.. biaselh tu kn.. hehe..
CIK ZAIMAH N PN EYUSNI, selalu mencuba yg terbaik 4 the studnts.. PN NORLIZA, maths menjd sgt kelakar because of u! hehe.. tq also for that.. PN NOORAINI, cikgu EST terakhir di smkzr1.. jasamu akan dikenang..
because of these teachers, i scored straight a's in spm, 7A+, 1A, n 2A-.. u guys really did a lot, tq sooooo much! sy doakan yg terbaik utk cikgu2 sume, semoga mendpt cahaya hidup dunia akhirat, insyaAllah..

my frens (ag2 yg duk sblh sy dlm kelas, yg duk dpn, kiri kanan lh, sng cite, sume lah).. bnyk sgt nk sbut.. so xyah sbut lh name ek, korg tau lh sape.. sume nye terbaik WOK! huhu.. bwat aku gelak, ketawa, nangis, marah, sedih, biase lh tu, sush senang bersama.. tq so much.. i will never 4get u guys.. yg dh memberi satu kenangan yg ckup manis dlm hidup ni.. owh yea, memori g penag, terbaik! xkn pnh lupa.. so, yg mane yg dh smbung bljr tu, gudluck, hrp friendship kita xkn pudar.. My bro, Am.. tq so much 4 everything.. support especially.. :) u r the best

bnyk bnda sbrnye nk tulis.. tp smlm xkn ckup.. ni pun dh kul 3 pagi.. haha.. smpai cni jelh.. nnt smbung ag ble ade mse.. papepun, smkzr1 n warganya terbaik! skolah lh kat skolah asrama penuh ke, skolah kluster ke pe ke, smkzr1 is still the best for me! juniors, nnt sy taip psl korg plak.. bwat mse ni, ni jelh bwat tatapan sume.. bersambung kemudian hari.. salam.. :)

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it is 11.45am.. Gud morning every1.. :) caye atau x, haha, sbb eager sgt nk tulis pny psl, im writing this through my hp.. Xsbr2 nk mula.. Hehe.. Today story or shall i say, note, is about my juniors (roughly).. No offence kpd sape2 di luar sne, ni hny satu perkongsian utk sume.. Alrite? Xpuas hati leh je call or text me.. :p

Batch sy (f5 2009) boleh dikatakn batch yg aktif.. Bkn nk bgga diri, but kiteorg lh yg bnyk giler msuk itu n ini.. Im so proud with all of us, sbb most of us dh brjaya membuka mata sekolah2 lain yg smkzr1 is much better than them in many ways.. biarlh dorg nk kate pe pun, but action speaks louder than word.. Thats for sure.. My juniors adalh hrpn sy utk truskn momentum yg kiteorg dh hasilkn.. Baik dr segi akademik n koko.. Kite kaji f5 taun ni..
Jag.. Haha.. sorg yg sgt2 peramah, n sgt2 "dewasa", i can say that, n all of u who know him what i mean.. No offence jag.. Haha.. Damn genius.. U just hav to show to all of us that u can do it mse spm, mayb for u xd mslh kowt.. Haha.. cume jag, sincerely speaking, u need to apologize to many of my frens, especially zuhaili yg smpai skrg still xpuas hati ngan u.. Hehe
Sheik, pun sorg ag.. Die ngan phua, hrpn skolh.. giler kentang, diagnostik dorg pny mrkh, superb lh.. Keep it up, u hav my support, gudluck in ur future k? Anyway, sheikh, where r all ur fats? :p
Khusairy.. :) xperlulh cite pnjg psl dak ni.. happy go lucky guy, just hav to be calm, nnt adelh pompan special yg hadir dlm hidupmu.. :p
Iqbal, sorry.. Huhu.. just hope u get what u wish, n semoga berjya dlm ape jua yg diceburi..
Ros, pinat, awin n geng2 terhormat dorg ni, xperlu sy sbut sume, haha, korg pun dh bnyk kenangan ngan sy, ampun jelh ye klu ade slh n silap.. Awin, sorry xdpt hntr ke sentul.. :p
Pawah.. It was a past.. Haha.. let bygone be bygone.. Hope u get what u want in ur life.. Alrite? Xnk lh tulis pnjg2.. Haha.. Yg tau tu tau lh..
Ameer syazwan, uuuu, sexy boy.. Haha.. Bru je kenal bdk ni sbnrnye, but he is funny, love to talk with him, maybe sekepala kowt.. Doa abg, semoga dpt macbook yg diimpi2kn tu ye.. P.s, kasut dh jual blum? Ade yg dh bli? :p
Nazi, fana, alia, hanna n d gang, dorg ni kn, haha, sush lh nk ckp.. dorg sbnrnye klkr, ag2 fana tu, huhu.. tp time touching, fuh, dhsyat, yelh pompan kn..:p guro2.. Penglmn yg abg peroleh dgn korg ag2 time kwad xkn abg lupa.. Kawad 2009 akn sentiasa menjd kenangan.. Thxs for that, n all d best for pmr..
Jason, habee, huhu.. Ingt ag dlu, korg xske sgt ngan kiteorg.. Komplen je, nthen, xpuas hati ngan kiteorg.. But lme2, korg mule knl kiteorg, n kiteorg xmcm pe yg korg sgka kn? Ha, see.. Sy pelik tau, sbb rmai yg cop sy ni smbong.. Yg ag pelik tu, azre pun dicop sombong.. Dhsyat.. korg dh knl kiteorg bru korg tau kiteorg cene kn? Hehe.. So biarlh, cite lame.. Gpun, korg antara pengws yg rjin.. Keep it up! :)
Olan.. Syasya.. Kp n pkp skolah.. Sorry klu ade menyushkn korg, tp korg leh bwat better that kiteorg.. Just trust in urself, n u guys can do it.. Alrite?
aziera, :) calm down, enjoy ur life, n sbr bnyk2 k? Selalu doa, minx yg terbek drpd tuhan.. Pemergian ayah iera mgkn sbb tuhan lebih sygkn die.. Kiteorg sume doakn yg terbek.. InsyaAllah..
Mira.. Hehe.. Dlu time die pggl sy kn, sy pnh trfkir, eh sape minah ni? Haha.. Yelh, sorg yg periang, dr jauh dh pggl "HYE ABG SHAZWAN!!" satu sekolah leh dgr.. But there she is, haha..
Bnyk sgt r juniors.. Xleh nk tulis sume, xterdaya.. Sape yg sy xtulis tu, bkn sy xingt korg, tp korg terlalu unik utk diungkapkn.. Haha.. Dun worry, korg still dlm ingtn.. Alrite?
Last but not least, my bro.. Am yg kini berada di kampung.. Jom tgk wyg ag! Haha.. Haaaiii, sorg yg permah n baik.. Always there for me.. Mse gdoh ngan gf dlu pun, die ade utk sy luahkn kegeraman sy.. Bkn itu je, i just feel so easy to talk to him.. Hrp am bwat yg terbek dlm spm, n dpt ape yg am impikn.. Dun worry, epic! Hehe..

Bwat mse ni tu jelh.. Sape2 junior yg nk sy tulis kish korg, jgnlh malu2 utk inform me.. InsyaAllah, ill write about u.. Thts all for now.. Assalamualaikum..

Form 4

i wrote a bit about my life when i was in f5.. now, since im doing nothing rite now, so y not i continue with my f4 story? haha.. just want to share the story of mine to all of u.. owh yea, its 6.20pm now.. hehe..

Januari 2008, i found it a bit hard to suit myself in upper secondary.. subjek semakin sush.. when i looked at add maths for the 1st time, i was like, hey, what the heck was that all about? huuhuu.. objektif plak semakin ckit, subjektif n esei menjelma.. i was worried if i failed the first test in any of the subjects, but luckily, with all my frens n teachers helped, i didnt fail.. i was glad, n was happy with my achievement.. tp ape org kate f4 honeymoon year, i didnt really agree with that.. haha

Februari 2008, sy dpt tawaran ke STAR.. hepi gler, mak bapak pun sme, well, who wont? plus, im the eldest in my family, so for sure my parents was happy.. however, i was not sure whether to go or turn down the offer.. i didnt want to leave the school.. mak bpk plak, mule2 swuh g, tp lme2, dorg pun confuse... dan akhirnya, keptusannya, i stayed, haha.. n alhamdulillah, risiko yg sy ambil memberi pulgn kpd sy.. ramai yg pertikaikan my decision, but hey, i proved to them yg skolah biase pun leh berjaya score straight dlm spm.. n alhamdulillah jgk, sy berjaya dpt JPA.. thxs to SMKZR1.. (xyah r ckp psl ni, dh ckp dlm 1st note, huhu)

Mac 2008, memandangkan sy x g asrama, plak tuh, taun ni bkn taun exam, i really pushed myself to get involved in koko.. Pnylah bnyk pertndgn luar sekolah that i went, didnt enter the class almost 2 mothns if im not mistaken. Rmai cikgu yg dh mrh, tp nak wat cene, minat sy yg mendalam membuatkan aku terus bergiat aktif, hehe, demi menaikkan sekolah, i was willing to do anything.. hehe.. yg plg best, mestilah bahas ala parlimen.. ape2 pun, we lost this year to SMK Puteri Wilayah, atas alasan hakim, isi tidak kukuh.. other schools used the same points as we did, but they won! i was quite upset, but its ok, berjaya memebalas dndam mse f5.. hehe

April 2008, kem pengawas.. not much to tell about this.. but this camp really changed my life a lot.. haha.. for those yg tau cite, bguslh.. :)

Mei 2008, my birthday.. xingt sgt lh pe jd.. but i invited almost 20 ppl, yg dtg lebih kuang 6 je kowt.. haha.. xpelh.. for those yg hadir, tq..

Jun 2008-31Ogos 2008, ha, tempoh ni.. haha.. pun another momentos in my life.. <3.. hehe.. tp pkir2 skrg kn, my action was a bit childish.. mgkn kecik ag kowt, bru f4 kn.. lol

September 2008, pose.. haha, time nilah i moved to a new house.. punyalah mcm nak maut, huhu, brg pnylah bnyk nak angkat, dgn pose lg, mmg menguji keimanan tol.. tp Alhamdulillah, setelah skian lme menunggu, akhirmya, dpt jgk pndh.. thxs kpd sume yg telah menolong, sekalung penghargaan untuk anda sume...

Oktober 2008, raya.. duit mkin ckit, since dh semakin tua kn.. xdpt bnyk lh.. huhu

anyway, this is the only part of f4 that i remember.. haha.. ade sape2 nk tmbh, u can add by commenting this note.. really appreciate it.. n yea, this year bnyk up n down.. not as gud as f5, but it taught me how to be more mature in solving difficulties of life.. thxs to all.. :)

January - March 2010

12.40pm.. It’s the end of another year, again.. And a few days from today, ill be in intec again for my 2nd sem.. how fast the time flies, isn’t it? Anyway, here comes another note.. I enjoy writing so much, and that explains y I love English and BM the most compared to other subjects.. hehe.. okok, enough with all this nonsense and come back to the main reason or purpose of me writing this note.. here goes..

January.. hey, no more school.. haha.. I was enjoying myself like hell.. yalah, I don’t hav to wake up early to walk to school, dun hav to think about homework, u know, all the things that we did during school are over.. a few weeks after spm, I stayed at home, spent my time hanging out with my frens, u know, stuff that we can’t do if we r students.. hehe.. but, day by day, my wallet started to worn out.. so I thought of going to work and earned my own money.. so, pizza san Francisco was the place.. I was a waiter by the way.. what I did were taking people order, mopped the whole floor, cleaned up the toilet, etc.. credit to kak yaya, abg madi, sal n makcik liza yg xhbs2 gelak time kerja.. haha, I remembered one time, we planned to watch Adnan Sempit by 12am, since the kedai supposed to close by 11pm.. but that day, giler rmai org, 11.30pm pun still got a lot of customers.. haha.. kak yaya n liza dh siap dh, pkai bju mcm datin2 dh pun, but still hav to work.. cleaned up all the messes.. smpai2 dh 12.30.. but it was fun.. kene mrh ngan customer lah plg best, mcm nk pelangkong je kpla dorg smpai botak.. huhu.. anyway, I only worked there for a month, then, i quit.. :p

February.. remember I mentioned that I quit? Haha. It was not becoz I was tired with the job or what, but I received an offer from my ex-primary school, SJK(C) Mun Yee.. before this, I was a student in the school, pkai suar pendek, lari2 main kejar2, yelah, skul rendah, but this year, I entered the school again, but as a teacher! Haha.. guru ganti.. I taught standard 4 and 5 BM and seni.. Bm was fine lh, but seni? Haha.. some of the students were better than me kowt! Owh yea, the students.. haha.. some of them sgt2 cute, n questions yg kdg2 dorg tny made me laugh, x lupa jgk a few of them yg, Ya Allah, Tuhan sahaja yg maha mengetahui betapa degilnya dorg.. after school hour, there will be extra classes.. I was not asked to teach for the extra classes, but sometimes, a few senior teachers could not make it, so I was asked to replace them.. yg ni best.. becoz for the extra classes, most of the time, I entered 6M, the most excellent class in the school.. they are geniuses.. I asked them about things that I learned during F5 pun dorg can solve.. not all lah, but hey, they are standard 6.. superb lah kn.. owh yea, forgot to mention, I got extra pay if I attend the extra classes.. hehe.. the extra classes finished by 3.30.. then, I had to rush to sri rmpai becoz, ehem, hehe, I was a teacher, or rather a tutor at a tuition centre also.. I taught chemistry, add maths n maths for F4.. these are how I earned my money to support my living.. :p

March.. the climax.. SPM result.. I cant remember the exact date, but the result was released on this month.. and I got to know the result one day earlier, since my dad is working in Jabtan Pljrn KL.. I was at my working place, checking my students homework.. and suddenly, my dad called.. I was shivering, seriously.. ble jwb je phone call tu, my dad said that the result still in the process ape nth.. nnt dlu.. so I hav to wait again lah.. 2 hours later, my dad’s name was on my hp screen again.. I answered.. (moment of silence for like, 5, 6 minutes I guess).. THADA, the result, dh tau! Hehe.. was not my expectation anyway.. 7A+, 1A and 2A-.. my A- were physics and est.. a bit disappointed becoz of these A-, but, yea, at least I got straight A’s.. I tried to get straight A’s for UPSR and PMR, but I couldn’t.. 5A1B1C UPSR, 8A1B PMR.. SPM? Alhamdulillah, I did it.. after knowing the result, I couldn’t enter the class untuk mengajar, excited pny psl.. huhu.. what I did, msuk class, bg homework, n senyum sorg2 kat meja.. student pndg pun smcm je.. haha.. dun care, that day was my day dude! Esknya, I went to school to take my slip secara official.. berlakon lah jap, acting like I dunno anything.. tiba2, when Cikgu Bad announced nama2 students, I was shocked, sbb I was the best student of the school (based on the number of A+).. happy tahap maksima! My mom was there, and my dad was on her phone.. she was looking at me, and talking something to my dad.. and I was so proud to see her face smiling.. this is for u mom and dad! Without them, I couldn’t even be in this world.. n to all teachers, thxs to all of u too for making this happen.. my frens, especially 5BEST2009, my family, my sis, my bro, ILHAM MULYA, this is also for all of u.. thxs for supporting me.. thxs for being there in my life.. :’-)

-to be continued-

April, May and June 2010

Lets finish up what I have started..

April.. I quit my job.. again.. hehe, but this time is becoz, I was so bz applying for scholarships, university, colleges, well, that was what I supposed to do, isn’t it? I applied for petronas sponsorship, JPA scholarship, Honda, Khazanah, so on and so forth. Lets talk about petronas 1st.. huhu.. I applied, n luckily, I was shortlisted, so they called me to attend Educamp in Universiti Teknologi Petronas (UTP). They actually picked the “right” students from the camp.. I met my friend, ATA, there.. He is almost like me, I mean, we share common characteristics.. he was a debater, I was a debater, he loves to talk, same here.. hehe.. if he studied in SMK Zon R1 Wangsa Maju, for sure he will be my best fren.. haha.. great knowing u man.. Lets talk about the camp again.. to all my juniors, after spm, plz dun 4get everythinh that u hav learned, becoz if u wanna apply for sponsorship or scholarship like petronas, they will ask u or test u things that u learned during f4 n f5.. That happened to me.. my brain cant function properly when I was tested with chem and phy questions.. I almost 4got everything I learned.. haha.. that was the 1st part.. the 2nd part will be the interview session.. they asked me about drugs.. lets not talk about this, It was kinda boring.. huhu.. JPA! The scholarship that I wish to get ever since I was a child.. I got so excited when anyone talk about it. Anyway, I applied for it, n I was called to attend Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor in HKL.. u know what we did there? Well, we went to dffrnt department, learned about a lot of new things.. Owh yea, the doctor took us to the forensic unit as well, where they do postmortem (dead body).. When I was there, I was lucky (bleh la) becoz there were 2 dead bodies getting ready to be examined.. the 1st one was a child.. poor kid, child abuse I guess, I can see a lot of bruises around his body.. the 2nd one was a woman, well, she died after a few months of labour.. the doctor let us watched the whole process.. so cool I was able to watch it, experience.. then, a few weeks later, they called me again for the interview session in Putrajaya.. haha.. we (5 candidates) entered a small room, where 2 interviewers were sitting there waiting for us.. at first, they asked us to introduce ourselves in BM.. then, they started to ask about cancer, health insurance, stuffs like that, this time, evrthing should be in english.. I dunno how I performed.. I was really hoping that they will choose me..

May.. lets talk about my birthday 1st.. for a week, I felt sumthing strange.. my frens were staying away from me.. my bro was not as usual as well.. things were really2 weird.. then, ain called me, n she said she was planning to celebrate my birthday at KLCC, and a lot of ppl were invited.. when we were at KLCC, things were still awkward.. they didn’t talk to me much.. like I was not there.. especially Abg Nashriq.. after watching movie, they accompanied me back.. before reaching my house, I remembered merwin told me that abg nashriq was planning sumthin n I should be careful.. so I lied to them by saying that my parents were going to pick me up.. haha, but, It didn’t work.. what happened was, they threw to me a packet of flour! N I was wearing a black shirt at that time.. imagine how “WHITE” I was that time.. huhu.. n I got to know that the whole not-to-talk-to-shazwan thing was just a plan to kacau me.. huhu.. seriously guys, don’t ever do that again! Thx to my bro as well since he prepared 2 cards for me, one full with wishes and signatures from half of the students in the school, and another one wishes from himself.. it was really meaningful.. tq.. :-) ok, enough with the birthday thing, lets talk about other stuffs.. owh yea, I was not selected by petronas, but they gave me a place in UTP as a private student, meaning that I hav to pay everything by myself.. a semester, almost 7000 tu.. huhu.. I received offers from Matriks Banting, Uitm Bukit Mertajam and a few IPTS, but since UTP is a big thing, so my parents said that I should go for it, and they were willing to pay all the fees.. so, I went to UTP.. one day before I went to UTP, my frens and my bro planned a party.. we enjoyed ourselves until mse nk balik tu.. Farewell.. huhu.. well, this is life.. setiap pertemuan msti ade perpisahan.. so sad.. huhu.. but, life must goes on.. when I reached UTP the next day, I found out that I was the only one that brought the least thing to UTP.. only 2 bags, a big and a small one.. others? Whoa.. some of them even brought 5 big bags.. haha.. I entered my room, n my roommate was already in the room.. his name is Jazli, from Penang.. we got to know each other, n yea, he was nice, we could get along well.. the 1st week in UTP was the orientation week, so everything was handled by the seniors.. some of them were nice, but there are a few of them yang…… phm2 jelah.. tough week, especially when it came to the discipline slot.. my mind was not really in UTP by that time actually.. I was thinking about JPA scholarship that was supposed to be announced on Friday, that week.. On Thursday, my frens in UTP noticed that my mind was to sumthing else.. they asked so I told them.. haha.. trust me, not only me yg mengharapkan JPA tu.. 1st, becoz i wish for that scholarship from kecik.. 2nd, if I stayed in UTP, my parents hav to spend a lot.. so I prayed, I prayed, and I prayed so that Allah will give me a chance to get what I wished for.. On Friday, mase smbhyg Jumaat, I texted all teachers, family, frens to pray for me as well.. giler desperate kn.. haha.. by 3.00 pm, my parents said that the JPA server was jammed.. not surprise, thousands of ppl were waiting for that day.. huhu.. by 4, I hav a talk about chem. Engineering.. there was no coverage in the room, so I made an excuse to go out.. haha.. I went out, and I called my parents again.. they said, the result still not out yet.. I did not enter thr lecture room, but I waited outside until my dad’s name appeared on the screen.. It was a msg from him, very simple, but very2 meaningful.. “shazwan dapat”.. I screamed, haha.. then, hp jd sibuk.. makcik pakcik ucap tahniah, my teachers, my frens, my sis, my bro pun.. rmai rupenye yg tlg checkkn my result.. haha.. thank u so much to all of u.. tgh giler2 luar lecture room, tau2 je talk tu dh hbs.. my frens kuar, n they saw me smiling smpai telinga.. so they knew lah ape dh jd, and they congratulate me as well.. the best day of my life.. the best birthday gift ever.. akhirnya, JPA yg kunantikan drpd kecil, menjadi kenyataan.. Alhamdulillah..

June.. I got out from UTP, and balik rumah semula.. so mksdnya, I was in UTP for only a week.. ok lah, at least I got the chance to see the most exclusive university in Malaysia.. nothing much happened in this month.. fifa world cup.. haha.. England lost, so I supported spain.. luckily they won.. for germany (ain) and Italy (am), tried lain kali ek.. hehe.. I watched the match Italy VS Slovakia (rsenye lah) kat kedai mamak with Ali, Abot and my bro.. poor am, Italy lost and mmg kene bahan hbs2 lah kn.. haha.. dh lah mlm tu mlm birthday die.. :p.. after the match, we went to sumwhere else.. I looked at my watch, n its already 12.00 am.. my bro was beside me, yet I texted him to wish him happy birthday.. haha.. the next day, I brought him to celebrate his birthday.. sorry lah klu kecil-kecilan jep.. just hope u enjoyed urself..

2007 - 2011??

Wah, it has been 4 years since i visit my own blog.. haha.. it is the time to update my blog again.. hmm, what had happened during this 4 years? hell lot.. but basically, im no longer a student in secondary school.. im 19 now, n has entered a college or so known as preparation centre in shah alam.. met a lot of new ppl.. met a lot of new frens.. at first, it was hard for me to mix around, becoz most of my frens here were from the same school while im alone, the only one from SMK Zon R1 Wangsa Maju.. imagine when u dunno any1 while the others are enjoying reuniting with their colleagues.. haha, it is hard to break the ice, isnt it? but it does not take me a lot of times to get to know ppl in intec, or specifically, in cendana.. they are very friendly, n willing to let me join them, as if i was from their school as well..

there are a lot to write, but i have to go for now, hav to fetch my sister.. ill update my blog sooner or later.. so long and farewell!